deeper thoughts

i just had a thought  i've only told you things you already know or that dont matter when i couldve let you hear things i would never say aloud so we start

watching tv is strange i just dont understand how things are recorded and sent to a sattelite which sends that to millions of tvs as i see just large boxes it makes sense but somehow i just dont understand im watching what i dont understand eating cereal its probably 4:00am im looking at my soggy cereal and i say lexi ive been thinking isnt soggy a strange word why is this called soggy why this i just dont understand these words echo in my head  i just dont understand i just dont understand i just dont understand i just dont understand  i just dont understand i just dont understand i just dont understand i just dont understand.

my new book some how magically Lacy Lee

Hi my name is Lacy Lee i used to think i was so boring just a pale long brown haired English girl oh sorry i guess I'm bragging well anyways i was wrong i really have an amazing life and it all started to get amazing in 6th grade on the first day of school if you want to know well lets start here august 23rd “mum why do I have to walk Lola Luke and Louis to their private school , by the way why do they go to private school? They could just go to school with me, and why did we have to move here? i liked england very much!” I complained “they just do Lacy and we did because this is where Stuart lives lacy and don't act like i didn't like england”mom grouchily said “now you are in 6th grade Lacy you are 11 and you are the oldest child in this house so start acting like it or you'll have no cellphone no computer nothing for a month” my mom threatened “fine” I grumbled then I took Lola Luke and



Louis out the door then we walked on till we got to their school. As I was walking to my school


I passed a dark alley and in the alley i saw a strange glowing figure it almost looked like a fairy


I rubbed my eyes then when i looked again i saw a boy my age walking out of the alley “hey”


he said hesitantly “uh oh hi hi hi” I nervously said, he slightly laughed and confidently and


kindly said “my name is Jake” “my name is Lacy, Lacy Lee”I replied “oh well my last name okay, then I'm Jake, Jake Johnson love the accent and curly hair beautiful” he said suddenly he had a strange evil smile that sent a chill down my spine “um well we'll meet again most likely so goodbye” I said as i ran off and that was it i had a bad feeling about Jake, if i have a bad feeling I run its weird. I never made it to school that day there was a girl standing in front of yet another alley screaming , so I asked “what are you doing? And what is your name?” she replied “Sally Finkleton ,and why do you care?” i never got to answer i fell straight through the sidewalk. I was in a palace it seemed a near million years old by the style but looked completely new. I was directed to four thrones in a room that must have been completely gold it was amazing! On the two thrones in the center sat two people a king and a queen the king was plump short and very cheery the queen was same but tall and thin the king seemed to look like me brown hair and pale skin. I burst out “what is going on” and then the king said laughing “feel your back oh by the way so sorry my name is Rupert King Rupert and this is


Queen Laura” i felt my back and screamed words could not explain how i felt but what i felt was wings large golden wings “what have you done to me” i screamed then i heard a voice next to me say “don't you mean us” i looked it was Sally. i was so confused, what was going on? “you two” King Rupert cut in “are going to have to do some things to get answers and sally if you ever want to see your friends again you will have to along with lacy complete some tasks” “what are they” sally said with anger “well the first task: is whether or not your happy the weather will change.” said Rupert seriously “what thats a riddle” said sally grouchily then Rupert replied “figure it out. now to the other two they are: find your true blood sister and learn to fly”groaned Rupert then a scroll with the tasks flew to me and with that we vanished we appeared back in our world and sally and i dropped to the ground and passed out when i woke up i was alone at home in my room screaming my mom ran in and said “sweetie whats wrong” i quickly replied “oh nothing just a bad dream” “just a bad dream”i mumbled i repeated that over and over trying to convince my self but it was just so real i couldn't deny reality so i stopped trying to but that was a bad idea i wanted now to not only run from reality but run from myself tear my own soul out of my body and just run leave my mind behind and be free but that was impossible i was stuck hear not believing it something so simple my mind was thinking of the wings sprouting out of my back and i thought my head might explode i must have been crazy but i wasn't i decided it wasn't what i was making it it was just silly, really i mean wings. So i got ready for school ,got brat, brattier, and brattiest ,and left. I walked out the door and took a deep breath the sun shining down a nice breeze freshly cut grass and flowers. I had finally cleared my mind so with my new backpack on my shoulders holding the straps i walked my step brothers and sister i walked to the private school. We were walking past a very colorful house when i saw Jake walk out and Lola said in a giggle “why do hims smile silly” and i replied “pardon” which was a big mistake because Luke and Louis made confused faces and said together “why you talk so funny” in a way only a five year old could say “um, oh hey look were at you're school go come on its fine go” i said 
 
 
 
 
i hope you liked it so far thats part of the first chapter~cassidy

haiku

lily pads
lily pads on a pond
sweet nice extremely fond right?
wrong says lily pad frog
Haiku
five syllables first
and then there comes seven next
five syllables last
Cassidy
cassidy is me
dont you see i am really me
i am cassidy
Chicken
chickens cluck cluck cluck cluck
and sit in gross muck muck muck muck
give them a big bath

poetry

body and mind
body and mind are now all you must find its all you can know in the big crazy life if you get it together you could be fine  because body and mind are now all you must find

girls

i laugh i cry i want to fly i dance i twirl im such a girl

ill be on my knees

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my day! A.K.A fingers crossed for tomorrow

today was GREAT well it couldve been better but still!

today was my first day this year at SEVEN PEAKS first i started to swim in the wave pool and looked for peyton then i got a double tube and sat in it for the waves then i went to the lily pads and i totaly nailed it!afterwards i went on cave-in and then asa and peyton and ethan went on boomerang i hate that stupid thing! after we left and i ate ice cream

it was delicious it had hiddden carmel layers + it was made to perfection :) ~you are whoever you wish to be

my day wonderful tiring couldve been better

why it couldve been better  well........ it all started at about 5:00am today is that when i woke up NO! but... it is when my sister jesse my dad and my mom woke up 2 problems 1.i was supposed to be asleep by 12:00am 2.they were gonna kill me if they found out :( so i fell asleep i had no other choice and then a 8:30 i woke up then 9:00 then 10 then 11 and then 12 i guess at 12 i decided to wake up so i did for about 10 minutes  and then..... i fell asleep AGAIN!  gosh and then i woke up AT 4 >:( but then i got dressed and such and left to go to my dads work because my mom went to a baby shower NO KIDS ALLOWED! yah it was a pretty lousy day but....... i got to help at my dads work and choose dinner happy happy smiley face :D

living with me AKA a living nightmare with some fun

I'm pretty crazy

i was thinking why not tell you why you would never want to live with me well here is why when i was a baby i was eating spaghetti and i am a very messy eater so when my parents came back i was covered in SPAGHETTI it was even in my diaper and 2-3 years later I'm still messy with food + i would just waste most of it cuz id start running around and the outcome of that was food every where and well that really sucks for everyone else because mom would say "Lexi Jesse come clean up" ha ha suckers and 1year later i started screaming and then crying then calling my mom when i was angry I'm pretty sure i was ages 4-8 and well i hold grudges for years and I'm not even done telling you but I'm tired of typing so I'm done :) !

hey.... I'm gonna post at the end of every day now saying what i did so today i stay home and slept in until 2:30 um that i kinda regret i was going to paint a table it already is looking awesome but i made a cake and it was delicious it was a boring day really but i memorized soul sister by train and ate cake so i did something and that is all so moving on......

i am loving art more than ever and it rocks who want a picture in cartoon form of a vampire you... and now for some end of day pictures to show you the stuff i did

i love cake :) tee ha

well I'm really sad my 3 kittens Spotsy stripes and panda are missing :'( !
* sniffle sniffle *


in other news...... the vampires assistant rock and also me and Zoe who's blog is http://lifewithmezoed.blogspot.com/ are making a movie Zoe has the avalible characters on her blog and we also need extras so if you want to be in the movie send a video of you saying these lines
You: ill miss you don't do it you cant leave me don't please and we will send you a message if it was good :) good luck

this is me and my sisters I'm the cute little one in the center! piggy tails tee ha!

Hey i thought i nee d to be more open i just started really blogging and haven't quite gotten the hang of it but i one day want to be famous in any way i have many dreams architecture singing acting writing drawing directing i don't know which one i like best i guess the first two i took an interest in singing and drawing painting etc. and acting oh and by the way i don't believe in commas so ha stupid teachers no offense teachers rule sorta.

About Me Cassidy

Lexi Cass Jesse

Hi my name is Cassidy but my family calls me girler, girl, Cass, and kid! I'm the youngest i have two older sisters named Jessica and Alexis but we all call them Jesse and Lexi. my favorite color is Purple i have two cats two dogs and 3 kittens and i am very silly!